Thursday, February 26, 2009

Toilet Paper Shouldn't Be Entertaining

What is it with cats and toilet paper? Seriously, they're crazy about toilet paper.

We have to now get the habit of closing our bathroom doors not because of feces odor or not because we're superstitious, but because of toilet paper. One little crack open, and then its chaotic-toilet-paper-frazz-disco-party the next minute. I can't even recall how many times I used table napkins or Bounty quicker-picker-upper towels because of the mysterious disappearance of toilet paper. Okay, maybe I'm being a bit too personal, but you get the point. We've even considered buying those modern toilet things that shoot out a rod and spray your... okay nevermind.

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I don't know why I just wrote a post about cats and toilet paper.

Monday, February 23, 2009

oakgrove tryouts:conclusion

Yo-yo, guyzz

SO yeah, the results came in earlier this morning, and I wasn't that shocked to find myself not on the list. I was more disappointed, not at the results, but rather at myself, since I didn't take the essay portion seriously. I had the misfortune of having an intense headache during tryouts, so all I kept thinking about was leaving. But yeah, having finished writing the essay, I looked it over and damn, all i kept thinking was "is this kid high or what?" Unfortunately, I didn't have much time left over to revise..

The council members this time, i believe, consists of 13 people: 7 males, 6 females. I'm not 100% sure, but the council members are kaitlin, david, will, maya, cori, jenni, hawnugh, hannah, jason, dexter, alex, cant think of the other 2. but yeah, CONGRATS TO YOU GUYS! You guys deserved it.

This is going to be my last Oakgrove, so hopefully it'd be an amazing one. I'm looking forward to it, especially with the new council members.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

oakgrove tryouts

feb 19, oh nine'
oakgrove tryouts

At first, I wasn't really sure if I should go or not. I have a problem with being gargantuantly lazy as shown by my numerous tardies at school, inability to do homework, heavily dependent on others for cooking, water bottles, etc etc, but that's a different topic.

Oakgrove had something for me. It had something special that I can't quite touch on... Oakgrove can be similarly done any day, any time, any where. But somehow, it won't have the same results Oakgrove will give.

My experience there was amazing. I've gotten to know so many things from people- things that I didn't expect at all and completely change my views of them. It made me know that everyone is almost completely the same, just different by the masks they put on and the shows they perform.

I've already experienced twice the spirit of Oakgrove, but this time I wanted a different perspective of it. Previous Oakgrove council members and alumni told me that it's much more difficult, and this time, it's not about you, rather all about the campers. Immediately, when I heard this, I was like "Nevermind." But after thinking about it, I knew I was about to do it, maybe even beyond of what was asked of me. Seriously though, when i put my mind to it, and when I'm motivated, I can do some serious shit. Serious shit. Enough to even make me surprised.

After all the heavy contemplation, I decided to go for it, and the tryouts went well.
Except for the beginning. I'm not sure if I'm allowed to tell how the audition goes, but yeah. I'll just say that I had a moderate headache that kinda conflicted with what I was doing. As for the rest, I felt much better. The spirit of Oakgrove was within me, curing all my ailments and washing away all my negative emotions! Hallelujah!

Hopefully, I did OK. The results come up Monday. SO FAR. I'll keep you guys up to date.

A-HOLLA

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

fuck.

sorry i haven't updated in a while
been busy with finals and having a life.

got ma new schedule today.. pretty cool with it, but i dont like having ap calc period 4... there just isnt the vibe to it that period 5 had. it was really dull, empty, and i didnt really know much people there.

im thinking about dropping ap calc... komatsu san said it was gonna be way harder, so if I passed with a D last semester, who's to say it won't happen again, but much worse? i cant afford to get another f, but i cant afford to drop out of another ap class (ive dropped out of ap us history, ap chemistry). either way theyll both look bad for the universities... fuckkkk.

i mean, im willing to study harder this time, but komatsu san said its going to take a great knowledge of what was taught last semester. so basically we went over the basics, but i didnt pay much attention. learning something without the basics is pretty much impossible, so i dont think i want to go through that much trouble, especially in my last semester in high school...

if i did drop out, then im going to have to go through all the troubles of sending letters to all the universities telling them about schedules changing and etc ughhhh so much fucking work today, goddamn!

why cant life just be fucking simple like it used to be... all the crap that's considered important for us to do all comes from money. learn, get good grades, get into good university, get a good paying job in the end and have a family and then make even more money losing all the fun in life for family buying unnecessray materials etc etc fuckin etc.

i just want to have a crazy, fun, unexpected life. not a dull, burdensome, repetitive one.

i would prefer going out into the environment and learning things naturally rather than being forced to wake up early going to a box consiting of smaller boxes where we subside and are given materials to learn.
i would prefer talking to people face to face and spending time with them instead of pressing a bunch of buttons electronically.
i would prefer to see more smiles than frowns
i would prefer to see parents spending more time with their family rather than at work
i would prefer a lot of things opposite of whats happening in the world today.

the world's heading into the wrong direction and it's all our fault.
fuck.